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""my uncle, my father’s younger brother, jumped out of a window when he was only 26...no one knows why, but my guess is because of a life with a oppressive father, resigned mother, catholic guilt and other factors in my dad’s family...this is a vision of what his last thoughts might have been...we miss you martin"
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as i walk up the stairs, there’s a lot in on my mind
should i end it right now , will i ever feel fine?
the pressures building up and i feel uncomfortably tense,
the days seem to be dark, not a bit comfortable
i see the faces, and i see mine,
the tension's growing bigger, proportionate to time
as i see a window, and the bright blue sky
a simple little voice in me knows i wanna die and says jump,
jump jump jump
why not the 6th floor, it perfectly fine
jump, do it right now
the hell with all life, i wanna die, end this madness let my lie in peace
as i step down from the window sill,
i take a deep breath my head spins
did i just do that?, was it really me?
do i wanna die, what’s wrong with me?
but I’m okay, its the world that sucks,
the only conclusion is to jump and die
my childhood, my teens, all my adult life
is filled with pain, filled with lies and i quit
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